Sujet : Le juillet norvégien
Religion is a crutch for many weak people and many
embrace religion for self serving reasons as a source for drawing mental strength (to feed
their weak emotional state f example during illness, death, poverty etc.). Since I am not
a hypocrite, I’ll say directly that this is my agenda as well. However, I have not yet felt
the need to ask God for strength, yet... But I’m pretty sure I will pray to God as I’m
rushing through my city, guns blazing, with 100 armed system protectors pursuing me
with the intention to stop and/or kill. I know there is a 80%+ chance I am going to die
during the operation as I have no intention to surrender to them until I have completed
all three primary objectives AND the bonus mission. When I initiate (providing I haven’t
been apprehended before then), there is a 70% chance that I will complete the first
objective, 40% for the second , 20% for the third and less than 5% chance that I will be
able to complete the bonus mission. It is likely that I will pray to God for strength at one
point during that operation, as I think most people in that situation would.
I can’t possibly imagine how my state of mind will be during the time of the operation,
though. It will be during a steroid cycle and on top of that; during an ephedrine rush,
which will increase my aggressiveness, physical performance and mental focus with at
least 50-60% but possibly up to 100%. In addition, I will put my iPod on max volume as
a tool to suppress fear if needed. I might just put Lux Aeterna by Clint Mansell on repeat
as it is an incredibly powerful song. The combination of these factors (when added on top
of intense training, simulation, superior armour and weaponry) basically turns you into
an extremely focused and deadly force, a one-man-army. At the moment, I do not fear
death, but I am very concerned about being afraid on the day of the mission. I’m afraid
that the potential fear I might experience during the mission will paralyze me or will
result in me “crapping my pants” so to speak. Theoretically, this will not happen, as I
have grown to be extremely mentally disciplined and I have undergone numerous hours
of training and simulations. Nevertheless, it is impossible to properly simulate a
martyrdom operation so I am still somewhat concerned for my mental state during that
time.
If praying will act as an additional mental boost/soothing it is the pragmatical thing to do.
I guess I will find out... If there is a God I will be allowed to enter heaven as all other
martyrs for the Church in the past.
I am pursuing religion for this very reason and everyone else should as well, providing it
will give you a mental boost. There is no shame in praying minutes before your death. I
highly recommend that you, prior to the operation, visit a Church and perform the
Eucharist (Holy Communion/The Lord's Supper ). As we know, this ritual represents the
final meal that Jesus Christ shared with his disciples before his arrest and eventual
crucifixion. You should also solve any issues you might have with God and ask for
forgiveness for past sins. Finally, ask him to prepare for the arrival of a martyr for the
Church. A hardened atheist may think this is silly, but believe me when I say; you will be
extremely glad you did as soon as you realise you may actually die after the initiation of
your operation.
Conseil du jour: Lux Aeterna en boucle sur le baladeur quand vous vous apprêtez à tuer 100 péquins.
J'ai parcouru (très) vite fait le pdf...lire exhaustivement 1500 pages d'un illuminé ça m’intéresse moyennement.
Il est intelligent. Il est déterminé. Ce n'est pas un fanatique religieux. Il a la tête un peu pleine de merde et il a les moyens physiques et intellectuels pour appliquer son "plan".
On retrouve les templiers (il se voit comme l'un de ces chevaliers), la menace musulmane, l'économie mondiale pancake, le cancer du multiculturalisme...le discour lambda de l'illuminé de droite.
Si on devait faire un parallèle foireux, c'est un membre du Fight Club de droite qui vient de lancer son "acte révolutionnaire".
(mais il est trop futé pour être sous l'influence du film ou du livre - qu'il ne cite jamais -, c'est plus pour l'image du jusqu’au-boutiste nihiliste)
Quand tu veux frapper fort, le plus important c'est le fanatisme + l'intelligence.
Si tu rajoutes les moyens, tu te retrouves avec le 11 septembre ou un juillet norvégien.
